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Showing posts with label Hunter's Gambit. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Hunter's Gambit. Show all posts

Sunday, April 25, 2021

I've got a YouTube channel now

Well, guys, I'm sorry that this is coming in so very late, but I finally got it all working the way I wanted it to. Which means that I finally have a YouTube channel!!! Woot! 

My first video will be going up at midnight tonight (MDT -06 hours, I believe). I will update this page with the video link once it goes live, but until then, if you're interested in subscribing here's the link to the page!

I can't wait to hear what you guys think of it!

https://bit.ly/3dMAUSl




And here's the link to my video! Please, don't forget to like, share and subscribe!

https://youtu.be/SqaOQVz7yqY







Friday, July 31, 2020

I HAVE BOOKS!

Guys, its going to be a short post this week. Mainly because I have super important news! 

I HAVE BOOKS! 


That's just one of the boxes that came in! They are all so perfect! I am glad to finally have one of my own to put on my shelf. Yes, I do keep one of each of my novels. That shelf is currently filled with other stuff, but it is a larger section devoted to my novels than it was before. 

The book above is a copy of my first fully edited novel, a dark fantasy titled Falling Through the Threshold. One day, I'd like to go through it and edit it to put out there. However, I was originally seeing it as a trilogy... now I think it may do better as a stand-alone. Since I printed it out and got it bound at my local Staples I keep it on the shelf.

They just arrived today! So if anybody was holding off to order directly through me, you can do that now! Just contact me and let me know! It also means that as soon as I can start hitting the convention circuit again that I'll have physical copies to take with me! 

Has anyone finished reading it yet? I am sitting on the edge of my seat waiting to see what your reviews say. I hope you're all loving it!

Friday, June 12, 2020

Eeek! Lord's Curse Release Day!!!

It's finally here! I am so excited It's been a long journey, filled with more mistakes on my part than I want to admit to. Despite that, I am so pleased to finally be able to share the end product with all of you! Its been an intense year, but there is something so uplifting about finally getting it out to you guys. I don't have kids, but I have always assumed that it's like sending your child away to school or college. You won't be there to guide it anymore and it has to stand on its own. Fortunately, I think I have managed to prepare it adequately, with some great help from my editor and beta readers.

Not only that, but the proof copy arrived yesterday, and it's even more gorgeous beside Hunter's Gambit than it was on its own!



It's my wish that you'll all settle in with it after work and enjoy the adventure. Definitely let me know of course! I love seeing pictures and would love to see how excited you guys are. Use the hashtags #lordscurse, #kitsuneken, or #kitsuneken2 anywhere online to share your pictures! I'll be following along, hoping to read when you find a new favourite quote or as you're knocked for a loop by a twist in the story. 

Speaking of that, would you guys be interested in having a temporarily pinned post on FB to discuss the book, hash out conspiracy theories, or just to post your thoughts on it? Let me know and I can make one for you guys. 

And that's it for me! Go out and get your copy of Lord's Curse. It should be available everywhere you buy ebooks. 

Friday, June 5, 2020

Sneak Peek - Lord's Curse

I promised you a bit of the book today to whet your appetite for the main course next week. So, without further ado, here is the first chapter of Lord's Curse! Set your calendars for the 12th and remember that the ebook is on pre-order! 



Chapter 1

     Deckard knew that healing people wasn’t easy. It took skill, patience, and knowledge to mend bones, close wounds, and stop disease. His innate abilities helped, of course, but he refused to rely on their power. Mainly because he had always wished that he didn’t have it at all. Blessed were rare and prized; they could heal anything short of true death. Unfortunately, due to their rarity, they were treated much in the same way a rare animal was; they lived fine lives in gilded cages. A beautiful contraption, so long as you didn’t think too hard about the fact that it was still a cage.

     He had never been kept that way. Instead, his mother had taught him to use his ability sparingly, gently encouraging the body to mend itself faster while he healed with more conventional means rather than let his secret out. He was the youngest healer in Hidan, but he had studied hard, trained for years to learn the trade and gain the trust of the community. He had built himself a normal life.

     All that work and effort… wasted.

     Dark thoughts fouled his mood, and the weather seemed to follow suit, bringing winds that chilled him to the bone. He shivered, pulling his jacket snugly around him. Deckard turned the corner with relief as he saw the warm glow of the Lucky Koi Inn. The chill of spring hadn’t been replaced by summer’s warmth yet and wouldn’t be for another month or more. The cold had gotten to him more than he liked lately, a condition he hoped the fire burning in the Koi’s huge stone fireplace would be able to solve.

     He studiously ignored the fact that the cold he’d been feeling had nothing to do with the weather.

     He jogged to the heavy door and opened it, slipping inside.

     The lamps were lit in the center of the room, the area most densely filled, leaving dark, lonely spots against the walls where young lovers could pretend they had privacy. The stone fireplace sat against the far wall, beside the door that led into the kitchen. The fireplace was a two way, open to both rooms and through it, the scent of old fish stew and new bread with melting butter wafted into the main room.

     As the door closed behind him, every eye turned his way. Their eyes judged him warily; the same as they would Tieni simply for being one of the Corvidae. He waited to be recognized and his heart skipped in an unhealthy way when he realized that while they knew him, they weren’t sure if he was a friend or a stranger anymore.

     Deckard had been living in Hidan since he was eleven. He’d fought hard to be accepted, to be welcome in their places. It had taken years and becoming a healer to do it. The idea of working his way back to that acceptance among them seemed insurmountable.

     He would have left were it not for seeing Tieni in the far corner, near the kitchen, strumming her lute. Her hair and face were dark, but her clothes were bright, garish when compared to the rest of the townsfolk. She saw him and smiled. That smile still made him feel giddy. She quietly played another measure and then shook her curly hair out, thanking everyone. Even from the door, he could hear, faintly, the sound of her thick hair beads clicking. She gestured towards the bar with the instrument and quickly began tugging a thin string through its bridge. She bit her lower lip as the cord stretched.

     Deckard walked over to the bar focusing on Tieni’s strong hands rather than the stares of people he’d thought of as friends. As he neared the bar, Kenneth caught his eye, an expression of pity on his face.

     “They’ll get over it soon enough, Deckard,” he said, cleaning a glass. “It’s only been a week, after all.” His expression was friendly, and Deckard relaxed seeing it. At least one person didn’t think he had suddenly changed just because they’d found out he was a blessed.

     Kenneth had been the bartender here since Deckard had moved here, but he thought the man was wrong in this case. Nothing had been right since the stranger, Richard, had come to town. With the way things were going, he didn’t think they’d get any better when he finally left again.

     Richard had been searching for a ship lost at sea decades before. While in Hidan, four men had nearly succeeded in murdering him. It had been Kuzunoha, his own ex-girlfriend, who had saved the stranger’s life by bringing Richard to Deckard. Once healed, Richard had convinced her to go treasure hunting with him. Deckard had thought that neither of them would be his trouble again. Until the stranger had returned to town a week later with Kuzunoha nearly dead in his arms.

     During their adventure, she’d gotten herself infected with a mold that had been turning her insides to jelly. His heart had been caught in his throat, choking him as he’d felt her heartbeat stutter and stop. He shivered remembering the feeling of her dying in his arms. He’d been lucky that the healing itself hadn’t killed her. He hadn’t considered the consequences before he’d made use of his power, forcing the mold and sickness out through her pores.

     Everyone thought he’d brought her back from the dead.

     He hadn’t, of course. There were limits to his power and death was one of them. Kuzunoha had been on the brink, unconscious with a heart stuttering to a stop, but it was close enough for his power to restart it as the sickness was forced out of her body. Everyone had seen him do it, his body practically glowing with the magic released.

     Of course, he didn’t regret saving Kuzunoha’s life. He just hoped that people would come to their senses soon; that saving her wouldn’t end up costing him the life he’d built here.

     “I hope so. Could you have a couple of drinks and some stew brought over to my table?”

     Kenneth nodded.

     “The usual drinks for you and the cro– and Tieni?”

     Kenneth was a good man, but he still referred to Tieni as a crow. Strangers were always treated with a mix of suspicion and attraction, and that held double for the traveling folk known as the Corvidae. Fortunately, Tieni could sing and play the lute more than passably well. Since she’d left her family, they let her play in the inns, walk around Hidan and outwardly, people welcomed her like they would have any other traveling bard. So long as she didn’t steal their men, their children, their coin, or caused any trouble. Of course, his relationship with her was seen as proof of the other three and some people were becoming vocal about it.

     Kenneth’s eyes flicked to Deckard’s left, noting someone walking up to the bar and gave Deckard a nod.

     Deckard glanced behind him to see who was coming and smiled, recognizing Carol, the smith’s youngest daughter. She was younger than him, wearing her bright hair bound into a matron’s hair clip. Her wool dress was undyed, other than a single tiny handprint in bright blue. She carried her young son in her arms.

     He knew her from around town, but the first time he'd spent time with her was when he'd helped deliver her son a few months back. What had she named the boy again? Calvin? He hoped the child hadn’t taken ill. It was all too easy for cold to get into the lungs when they were that young.

     “Good eve, Master Healer,” Carol said, pausing when her voice caught. She could be terribly nervous at times. He tried to smile warmly, even as he stepped back towards the bar.

     “Good eve to you, Carol. How is Calvin doing?”

     She’d come in much closer than she usually preferred to. Her expression was intense; wide unblinking eyes and the rest of her face set as if rigor mortis were about to set in. Before he could worry about what might be wrong, she thrust a thick set of blankets at him. The baby burbled happily inside, smiling as if he recognized Deckard, at least enough to know that he was a friend.

     “I didn't ask before; I didn't know to ask... can you bless my baby? I want him to grow up strong and handsome and skilled with bow and fishing rod...”

     Deckard held up his hands and moved away.

     “Carol... I helped you deliver him. I'm the same guy I was then.”

     Her eyes filled with tears of relief and she pulled Calvin towards her chest, hugging him.

     “You blessed him when he was born? Thank you!”

     That was not what he’d been trying to say. He tried again. “Carol, I didn't... I can’t…”

     She looked confused and then her expression turned stricken and she squeezed Calvin to her chest protectively. The babe squeaked and then burbled at his mother in annoyance.

     “You don't approve of my son?”

     “Calvin is fine-”

     “Is it me you don't approve of?”

     Calvin had started to whimper now, not sure why his mother and friend were arguing. In any other situation, he would have taken Calvin from her, playing with him to make him smile again. He wouldn’t do it with Carol acting so erratically.

     He had to stop this before it got out of hand. Tieni stepped in front of him and gestured at Carol’s baby.

     “The blessed doesn’t feel worthy of your thanks but he knows that you will be a perfect mother to the little one.”

     Carol pulled Calvin closer to her breasts as if worried Tieni might try to reach out and grab him. She looked up to Deckard for confirmation. She smiled after he nodded and glanced back at her baby as she walked away.

     “Thank you,” he whispered.

     He was normally better with words, but the idea that he could do what Carol had asked was ludicrous. He was just a man. One with a God-given gift that could heal nearly any sickness, but a man, nonetheless. Who would have come up with the idea that he could grant wishes and make people’s lives easier? Everyone’s eyes were still on him.

     Tieni pretended not to notice.

     “You need to learn how to escape from people like that.”

     At her words, every eye turned to glare at her. More than a few of those included him in their wrathful stare. Kenneth growled loudly behind them.

     “Hey! No one messes with one of Hidan’s healers. Blessed or not, he's safe in my establishment. Go back to your drinks.”

     There was a pregnant pause before everyone returned to their food and talk. Deckard let out a breath.

     “Thank you.”

     Kenneth picked up another glass, filling it.

     “My momma nearly died of the flu; didn't because you helped her. Whether you healed her or blessed her, I got nothing to say either way. You got the job done and that’s what matters. Now, go take a seat.” He slid their drinks towards them.

     Tieni smiled at Kenneth and grabbed the ale he’d pushed towards her with one hand while he grabbed the light-colored wine. Tieni led the way to one of the dark tables, near enough to the fire that Deckard started to sweat. He put his drink on the table and pulled his jacket off, tossing it on the back of his chair before sitting down. This close to the fire, it should be thoroughly heated by the time they wanted to go back home.

     “Thank you Tieni. I’m sorry you had to see… that.”

     “I hadn’t expected anything else. I mean, I waltzed in and took the best-looking guy in town from them. They were never going to like me,” she said, pretending as if he’d meant the glares she’d received, rather than his embarrassment. She continued, “I will say that I'm surprised to get it from the menfolk too. Normally it's only women that are the vindictive ones, fearing I'll steal their husbands and sons.”

     He wanted to argue, but even if it hadn’t been true before, with his status as a blessed known, he would certainly be Hidan’s most eligible bachelor. Some were treating his newfound status as if he were a gift of the heavens, but even the ones that distrusted him were willing to thrust their daughters at him. Elder Zeisolf had begged him to consider his twelve-year-old granddaughter for a betrothal since she wouldn’t be able to legally marry for another five years.

     “They don’t seem to understand that if I was going to marry someone here, I would have done it already.” His tone had venom to it.

      Tieni took a drink from her mug and licked the ale froth from her upper lip.

     “No one wanted you to marry her, but they still would have preferred her to me.”

     It was a nice assumption, but he wouldn’t have bet on it holding water. Most people in town wanted nothing to do with Kuzunoha. They tolerated her, would accept her spending her family’s money in their establishments, but that was as far as it went. Even her beauty and her family’s wealth hadn’t been enough to entice more than one or two to offer, unsuccessfully, for her hand. He admitted that after he’d broken it off between them, that realization had cheered him, petty as it was.

     “I'd hoped they would start accepting you as one of them.” He told her.

     She scoffed. “Deckard, some of these people still refer to you as the ‘new boy’.”

     The new boy… while he preferred wine, with the way this conversation was going, he wished he’d ordered something harder.

     “What are they saying about Kuzunoha?” He asked.

     “What you would expect; you healed her for old times’ sake, that you still love her and are using me,” she snorted. “I don’t mind admitting that I had wondered. Now that she’s been with us for a week, I see those rumors are just that. Speaking of, how long before she can go home?”

      Deckard frowned, looking to his drink again.

     “The sickness that nearly killed her is gone. Unfortunately, it did a lot of damage before I pushed it out. Her body is weak and thin, her blood flows sluggish and her muscles could take weeks to fully repair themselves. And don’t get me started on that leg injury.”

      “You could heal her faster, couldn’t you?”

     He resented the question. First, he didn’t want to rely on his power that way, had trained hard for years so he wouldn’t have to. He also didn’t want to set the precedence that he would. Healing was difficult enough the way he used it, bolstering all his patients to heal a little faster than they would have naturally. He didn’t even know if he could use it the way she suggested, and he wasn’t going to put any energy into finding out.  

     “I don't want her in my home any more than you do, but I won’t turn her out until she’s well.”

     He was also concerned that she wouldn’t stay at her sister's, meaning that she’d be staying with Richard. In addition to the Koi being less than optimal for someone convalescing, he also didn’t think that sharing a room with that man would result in the rest she needed.

     Tieni nodded and hesitantly put her hand on his. “My father’s letter arrived. He’s wondering when I’ll rejoin the caravan.”

     Deckard sipped his wine again and leaned back. The Corvidae didn’t settle often. They might for a season, maybe two, but if they stayed longer, they tended to stay forever. Tieni had been here since the festival of light, a full season already.  

     “What did you tell him?”

     “I’ll wait until he gets here and see how things are if I haven’t decided before then.” She shrugged. “He should arrive by late summer.”

     “That wasn’t what I asked.” He moved a hand to hers and wrapped it around her fingers.

     She looked away. “I can’t stay forever, Deckard. I like you. But if you’re asking if I’d ever give it up and stay in one place…” she shook her head. “I can’t answer that yet.”

     He kept his hand on hers, but she turned hers so that he could caress her wrist. She knew how much it soothed him. 

     “Would you consider leaving Hidan?” she asked.

     The idea nearly gave him hives. Travel was dangerous; his father had died on the road and his mother had never been the same. Inside the walls, there was safety… but even more than that, Hidan was home now. His heart was pounding. Could he leave town, leave everything that he knew for her?

     “Can I think about it?”

     He saw a shadow move out of the corner of his eye and turned to see Kenneth’s wife bringing out their dinners. Tieni leaned over the table and kissed him over the bowls of thick stew and fresh-baked bread.

     “Of course.”


Friday, May 29, 2020

Cover Reveal: Lord's Curse by Brandy Ackerley

I am so glad to be here. When I first started writing, I wasn't even willing to contemplate my first book coming out. Now, its been over a year since Hunter's Gambit was released and all I can think about is how blessed I am! For me, seeing the cover is the first time the publishing of a novel feels real to me. I think that's almost certainly because ordering the cover is literally the final task on my list of pre-publishing tasks. It's actually what I look forward the most to in all of this chaotic mess that is publishing. 

But that enough about me today. After all, you didn't come for me... you came here for THIS!!!!


Kuzunoha, bastard daughter of the Tanaka family, is determined to leave the village she grew up in and take control of her own life. 
Her sister, Himiko, is just as determined to keep their splintering family together. 



Isn't it amazing!? The last book had Kuzunoha on the cover... this time around we have a very handsome looking Deckard. As always, Starla Huchton did an amazing job! I am in awe of her skill and I can't decide which cover is more incredible; this or the cover for Hunter's Gambit. Seeing them side by side doesn't help... I just can't decide. Let me know what you think though?!

Last year, I gave the cover a full month before going to the printing press. I decided that was way too long to wait for book 2! Instead, Lord's Curse will be published on June 12, 2020, just two weeks from now! The ebooks should be available everywhere, of course, and will be up for pre-order in just a day or so; as usual, I'll post up the links as soon as I get them. 

Unfortunately, it isn't all good news; due to the current pandemic, the physical release will take longer to print. I will let you know as soon as I have received the first batch, of course, and if you're ordering from Amazon, please be patient and know they are coming, just behind. And of course, if you just can't wait, you can pick up the ebook first and get the physical copy later. 

Friday, May 22, 2020

Hunter's Gambit Newly Priced

It's going to be a short update today, but that shouldn't make it any less powerful. Earlier this week, I put through a small change... wherever you buy ebooks, I have lowered the price of Hunter's Gambit down to $2.99 USD. So, if you were waiting until the ebook was cheaper to grab a copy, now is your time! 



Friday, May 8, 2020

Hunter's Gambit- A Year in Review

     Its been a little over a year and since all is quiet on the noveling front, I thought I'd take some time to look back at what's happened for Hunter's Gambit in the last year. 



     Hunter's Gambit was released a little over a year ago. It didn't get a lot of fanfare, but it did get out there. I had 3 signings, two of which were at local bookstores and one at When Words Collide. I wasn't surprised that the convention was the best for recognition over the year... I gave presentations there and did a lot of networking, with both fans and other authors. What did astound me was that people were searching for me out of all the amazing authors there. I was honored beyond words. 


     Aside from that, I've gotten 5 reviews (which doesn't sound like many but pleases me since its known that only 1% of people tend to leave reviews at all). On Goodreads, my star rating is 4.40 out of 5 and on Amazon, its 5 out of 5 (though I only have 2 ratings right now, one on .com and one on .ca). I've also found my novel in bookstores worldwide. This probably means that one day I'll have to think about getting it translated, though that will be for later. 


     So, where is this series going? Well, first off, this is a series, not a trilogy. I'm getting near the end of the rough draft for book 4 and have a lot more planned out for these characters. I'm expecting somewhere between 8-12 books, but I couldn't tell you for certain yet. Just know that I'm young and in it for the long haul. I'd also like to get an audiobook done for it. Let me know if its something you'd be interested in!


     What were your favorite scenes in Hunter's Gambit? What about your favorite characters? 

Thursday, January 30, 2020

Tough Week

The hardest thing about editing is the chapters that need to be rewritten. See, the first draft, I don't mind making tons of mistakes because there is only one way to fail at that stage and it is to not write it down in the first place. As I am fond of repeating ad nauseam, "you can edit shit into gold. What you can't do is edit a blank page." 

Editing from that point is easy. I'm literally just taking words that I already like and making them better. And honestly, rewrites at this stage aren't too bad either, since I'm not going for perfect, I'm going for good enough to show to my beta readers. While I'll drag my feet over completely new chapters that need to be added, I understand that a lot of my first draft won't survive to the final draft. 

After I get it back from my beta readers, I read over their responses and see what they think. I pay particular attention to areas that seem under-developed to them, to plots that they poke holes through and whether they like or hate the characters and why. Changes at this point are more difficult. I've been through it twice, once writing and once editing, and I'm at something I like. Still, sometimes as difficult as the changes are, they make the story 10x better. They are the changes that I just can't see on my own because I'm too close to the work. 

The this-isn't-even-my-final-form stage is to send it to the editor. The changes they suggest are the most difficult. I've changed it already, its nearly at its final form and I'll be honest, no matter how much my mind knows that my editor is going to tell me certain parts of it suck, my heart holds out hope that my editor will send me back a letter saying that all they had to do was some grammar and its perfect. As I said, that never happens. Its the most difficult here, I think, because I already have it at something I love. Not that the changes aren't necessary; changes at this stage are absolutely necessary and they're something that I can not see without help. These changes could rock my story to its core, or it could be an abrupt face motivation change to one of my characters. These changes leave me putting it off, dragging my feet and procrastinating hardcore. 

Which is where I am now. 
I love getting action shots of people taking my novel along with them and enjoying it on the beach or at work. It makes my day, every time. If you want to see your picture shared, email it to me at inkedfoxpress@gmail.com and I'll share it across my platforms. 
That said, I can see what my story was lacking before. It was a great book, but it was missing a firm base for the rest of the story to stand on. Now, I am working my way through the manuscript. I have finished rewriting my fourth chapter out of the six. My next three chapters will be relatively quick to work on since I'm not expecting many changes. Then I'll have two more chapters to write. After that, it's a quick run-through, tightening the story more and responding to the changes or questions mentioned by my editor. While I won't be finished in January, obviously since it's
going to be February in a day or two, I am setting a goal of having it back in my editor's hands by the 14th of February. 

Either way, I'll keep you informed. As soon as I've gotten it back from her, you should see a lot of information coming your way. That will be when you can expect release date information and cover reveal! So keep an eye out for that! If I'm lucky, I'll be able to have a release date for you soon! 

Friday, December 6, 2019

Its Never Easy Getting Back in the Saddle

Well, this is coming a bit late... December is always an incredibly tough time for getting writing done. After spending a month writing 50k, I always need a few days off. This year, fortunately, it wasn't really a recovery I needed, but a chance to rejuvenate my flagging creativity. Its one of the side effects of falling into just one creative bubble for me; when I get out if straight recovery of abused muscles isn't needed, some mental recovery is. So, since Nano, I've been obsessively playing around with my tablet, drawing some really gorgeous dahlias. I've also got a quick rough picture done of an ink painting I want to do.



Now onto some awesome news! I just found out that my novel, Hunter's Gambit, has been added to at least one online bookstore in Sweden. While I realize that this is something that I should have realized would happen, seeing it actually do so is really exciting. It's a small thing, but it has absolutely made my day. Its another little way that helps me feel like I've made it. That added to the new review that I have on Goodreads and I feel like I could fly. I've also received one additional star rating, though no physical review for that one.

What does this mean? Well, Goodreads has my book sitting at a very respectable 4.25 stars with three reviews. I am secretly hoping for even more reviews for Christmas.

Speaking of which, how many of you have e-readers or are asking for them for Christmas? What books are on your gift lists this year? And will any of you be giving books (mine or others) to your family this season? Let me know in the comments!

Friday, September 27, 2019

The Dreven Creation Story (and an Update)

I feel like I've been saying this since January, but I'm nearly done editing book 2 of Kitsune-Ken! I have found a new editor and if everything goes according to plan, I should have it in her hands by this time next week. Then I can focus on Inktober, starting to edit book 3 and planning book 4 to write during Nanowrimo in November (for perhaps as long as a week before she gets it back to me). It's my hope that by November I will have the edits finished entirely and I can spend all my spare time that month doing the business end of getting the novel out to all of you... getting the cover made and released, the book formatted, proofread, and all of that fun stuff. Now we'll move onto the meat of today's post; the Dreven's creation story. 

Deckard is the main follower of this religion in my Kitsune-Ken series, though all of the Dreven people worship these deities. Even Isashi's Dreven father worships them and made sure that Isashi grew up knowing their religion, though, in the end, she chose to follow her mother's deities. 

The Dreven believe that the world was created when the creator force split into twins; the goddess Kittin and the god Kitaran. The two loved each other but fell to arguing over whether the universe was too empty. Kitaran wanted much more than the emptiness they inhabited, but Kittin was afraid and wanted the universe to stay the same. Kitaran promised to not create anything but eventually his loneliness could not be denied. To create the first island, Kitaran cut off his own hand. When Kittin discovered his betrayal, she slaughtered him and fell into a great depression for centuries when she realized that she'd destroyed the one she loved. 

Eventually, a noise broke through her self-absorption and she realized that Kitaran's body had not simply ceased to exist, but had transformed into an entire planet. While she loved it as she had loved him, she was horrified to find beings like themselves living upon it. Believing they were defiling Kitaran's legacy, she began a slaughter of all she could find. When only seven remained, better at hiding than the rest, she began destroying the world, determined to leave them no place to hide. One goddess came to her, begging that she stop before she destroyed Kitaran a second time. While she hesitated, the goddess brought down upon him the gift of prophecy. In her first moments of Kitaran's final gift to him, she realized that she had been destroying their children, created with his blood and her energy. 

A photo composite I made of Direnai begging Kittin to stop his destruction. 

Kittin realized her error and offered Direnai and her sibling's true godhood, promising never to hunt them again. They accepted though all but Direnai refused to believe in her sudden altruism, thinking that her apologies came too late. When one of the Seven created humans out of a new metal alloy and the began to multiply on their own, they expected Kittin to start destroying everything again. Fortunately, she had learned her lesson and instead blessed the new ones with wisdom she had never had. The humans began to worship her for this gift. The Seven still hide from Kittin, allowing humans to worship them only if they promise to never tell Kittin where they hide. In return for their favour and gifts, the Dreven refer to all seven as a single deity, the Secret, though they are taught the ways to show their reverence for each of the seven. 

Kittin is the only major deity, though most non-Dreven think of Direnai as a close second, not realizing that she is only the face the others hide behind, the one that is willing to be seen. Kittin rules over Divination and Wisdom, hard-won after all of her mistakes, though no Dreven forgets her lesson that without wisdom they will destroy everything they love. The other seven deities are Direnai, goddess of healing, Tormu, god of innocence, and five others whose portfolio's consist of Fire, Sailing, Weaponry, Victory, and Sorcery. Direnai is the deity that Deckard believes has granted him his blessed status. He loves and hates her for it.

And that will be all for today! In the coming weeks, I'll try to keep you guys up to date with where my novel is, how Inktober is going, and of course, more about the Dreven religion. 

Friday, August 23, 2019

Doing the Work

Sometimes all of the well-intentioned planning in the world can't fix a novel. That is what I'm going through with the sequel to Hunter's Gambit. Before I go any further in, I want all of you to know that I'm not saying Lord's Curse is unfixable; in fact, I think I've already got a new plan for it that will make it way better. But that doesn't stop that in all of my original writing, my first edit through and then all of the plotting and planning for this edit didn't work out. And this time I got to the end part and was annoyed that I couldn't think of how to fix the problem I was seeing. I worked on just adding a single chapter, but it felt tacked on, like a badly added box in the game Forts. 

Screencap from the game Forts. Copyright belongs to Forts... I just enjoy the game.

Finally, I had to admit that simply tacking on a chapter wasn't the answer. Instead, I looked at it and decided to take the more difficult route. The entire end needed to be changed and then a new 6,000 to 8,000 words added, with 6k being removed and perhaps moved to the beginning of book 3 instead. 

I've already gotten started on the work and I've got over 1k of the rough draft part of this new 6k already finished, so it won't take me a horribly long time to finish it. The nice part is that even if this is the path that took the most work, I am 100% sure that it is the correct route to take and that makes the writing come easier, if not easily. 

Friday, August 16, 2019

Post-Convention Post!


Hello!!!! I am so glad to be back! Not that I really went anywhere, but it feels like it. Last week was magical; a term I don’t use often, let me tell you. But it really was. I’ve been going to When Words Collide for years now… if I remember correctly this was my fifth year. Year two and three, I was on panels, but I didn’t have any books out. It meant that in addition to me occasionally feeling like I was unworthy of being up there with published authors, I also had to deal with looking at people earnestly excited to meet me and read my books and not have anything to give them. So finally being able to have my book to show at the panels and being able to direct people where it was selling was wonderful.

First, let’s talk about the panels. I was on four panels, as I mentioned last week. All four went wonderfully. I felt a little unworthy and fan-girly about being on the East vs West panel, which came through in a slight inability to pronounce Japanese/Mandarin words correctly. Other than that, I feel that I did really well, showing my knowledge, talking with the other panellists and discussing the topic. We took questions and everyone left excited to have listened to us.

The two about social awareness went really well, too. I was intelligent and able to discuss my positions easily and intelligently. Being on the panel with Adam Dreece was as fun as I thought it was going to be. He may have stole the show, but he still made sure that all of us got a chance to talk, to discuss our positions and that we got to have discussions across the board. My favourite panel was actually on the bad guys though. It was a wonderful panel with a lot of energy and a great crew with me. We talked about monologuing, about the different classifications of bad guys, what we liked seeing, what we didn’t like seeing, what annoyed us and what interesting things you could do with your bad guys. It was awesome.

I got to have dinner with Laura VanArendonk Baugh and Rhonda Parrish (you’ll remember that I was part of her Giftmas last December) and a few other people. We had great conversations about everything from the food we eat, to religious beliefs, to what panels we’d been on and what we’d been doing all weekend thus far. It was wonderful and the dinner was very tasty. I really enjoyed it.
At the signing, I left Laura and Rhonda and found a seat at a table with two wonderful writers. I was fully expecting to talk to two or three people who stopped off to see the other two at my table, maybe show them my book and tell them where they could pick it up later if they wanted, and that was it. Instead, I was lucky enough to sell most of my copies and talk to a whole lot of people. I got to catch up with a few people I hadn’t gotten to see yet that year and had four people ask for my autograph. I was over the moon!

My table mates were awesome as well. Amanda Witow had some of the best swag I’ve ever seen; book lights, tote bags, bookmarks, pens… she had something for everyone. She was nice enough to give me a pen and sign one of her tote bags for me. Nicole Bross was super friendly as well and had the coolest prop I’ve ever seen; a working purple typewriter; a Remington Portable #3 from 1929! Apparently, she collects them and fixes them up, which I think is pretty darn amazing. She said she has 20-30 already, which is just an incredibly awesome thing to collect!

This is the Remington #3 in orchid that I mentioned above. Isn't it gorgeous?
Picture attributed to Nicole Bross
And that was my weekend! If I have any regrets, its that I had no extra money and wasn’t able to come home with any extra books for myself to read. It means I’ll be looking forward to next year all the more. Were any of you at WWC? Let me know how your weekend went? What panels did you go to and what books did you come home with?

Wednesday, August 7, 2019

When Words Collide - Itinerary

You may have noticed that my post is up early this week! That is not a mistake, but very deliberate. I wanted to let you you know where I'll be officially at WWC and what I'll be talking about, so you can plan your weekend and hopefully attend a few of my panels as well.

Friday 9am - 12pm
Social Media and Online Marketing Your Book with instructor Kat Flannery
This class is one that of the masterclasses that I am attending. while I'm good at social media, my online marketing sucks, so saying I'm looking forward to this class is an understatement.


Friday 1pm - 2pm
I will be volunteering at the ARWA booth in the Merchant's Corner. Take a look on the map, in addition to my novel, Hunter's Gambit, I will also have some jewelry pieces for sale. We will also have the books of everyone else in ARWA there too; a very fine selection of romances, mysteries and other genres, if I do say so myself. I've included the map, highlighting in purple where the table is located in the hall.


Friday 6pm - 7pm
Volunteering at the ARWA booth again!

Saturday 10am - 11am
Awakening to Social Sensitivity 
Brandy Ackerley, Diane Terrana, Erin Weir, Jay Martin 
This panel looked really interesting and I had to get in on it. We'll be talking about writing about other genders, races, classes, cultures with honesty and sensitivity, along with tips of how to be inclusive without appropriating or creating token characters.

Saturday 11am - 12pm
Writing a Character Who Could Never Be You
Adam Dreece, Brandy Ackerley, Colleen Anderson, Halli Lilburn 
Similar to the last panel, this one will discuss the benefits and pitfalls of creating characters that differ from us, as well as discussing that question of 'is anyone off-limits?' I'm really looking forward to being on a panel with Adam Dreece as well. I've met him a few times and I've got to say, the guy has one hell of a personality.

Saturday 2pm - 3pm 
Villains, Antagonists and Other Baddies 
Arlene F. Marks, Brandy Ackerley, Kevin Weir, Susan Calder 
I love writing villains; those people that you want to hate, and that you have no sympathy for. However, I also know that while all stories need an antagonist, not all of them need a villain. Specifically, look at my novel, Hunter's Gambit. You'd be hard-pressed to find a villain in there, although it's rife with antagonists. Having been on both sides of the wheel, I figured I could really contribute to this discussion.

Saturday 8pm - 10pm
Autograph Session 
Me and 70+ other authors will be signing your books! This session is open to the public, so tell your friends.


Sunday 10am - 11pm
East and West: How Our Mindset Changes the Way We Tell Stories 
Calvin Jim, Brandy Ackerley, Jennie Bennett, Laura VanArendonk Baugh
This panel is my little baby this time around. I get to be on a panel with some of my fav people and talk about the differences between eastern and western storytelling. Need I say more to get you excited?

Now, I haven't specified exactly where I'll be in between these times, mainly because I don't know yet. I will try to update Instagram and/or Twitter as often as I can during the weekend to keep you guys updated though. Also, keep your eyes open for me while you're walking the halls. I am almost always willing to stop and chat in the hallway or before a panel, so stop by and say hi! 

Friday, July 5, 2019

A Mini Vacation

A year ago, for I and my husband's 10th anniversary, we got out of the city and travelled to Banff. While we enjoyed the trip all-around, the mind-blowing thing for me was the hot springs. Despite being within a few hours drive from Calgary, I had never been to them before. I am one of those women who is almost always cold, so the feeling of almost being too hot was amazing and I loved it. Since I've discovered it, we have gone back twice more on day trips. Yesterday was the most recent trip. It was rainy and cold; mixed with the hot water, again, I was in heaven. It's nice on warm days, but I much prefer cold days instead. I brought back pictures of the hot springs, if not me in it... I'm one of those people who refuses to take my phone into a pool.

This is the view from the front steps. You can see a bit of Banff in the background but look at how close the clouds were to us. It's one of the reasons I love heading up into the mountains. That hill on the other side actually goes much higher and its all covered by clouds.

This was the hot spring pool.  Not as rustic as it originally was, but the fog, low clouds, heat and rain combined to make it a truly magical experience.

This is what is left of the original springs... while without the clouds it looks dull, with the clouds and fog it looks rustic and wonderful. You can expect me to try to slip it into a book one of these days.

I adored the trip! If you haven't been to the Upper Banff hot springs, five out of five will go again is my recommendation.

Als, I wanted to remind everyone that tomorrow I'll be at Owl's Nest Books, signing books and chatting up customers from 11am to 2pm. Take a look at their site, it's a gorgeous little shop. You can expect some pictures as always!

Friday, June 14, 2019

My First Signing

I originally had my signing date set for a late weekend in April and as you probably know, that ended up changing. I was stoked until I realized that it was the same weekend as the Calgary Comic Expo. Now, I was not afraid. I unabashedly think I wrote a great novel. However, I also know that I am a completely unknown author at this point and that the Calgary Expo draws in Sci-Fi and Fantasy fans from all over the country. That would have been wonderful, except that they all would have been at the Expo, not hitting the local bookstores. So, I opted for a different Sunday, early in June, and they were kind enough to agree to the change. 

I spent the extra time making sure that I had a great setup for the day! I bought some black velvet and made a table cloth. I created a cross-stitch logo. I bought and painted crates that would match the colours on my book, picked up fairy lights and book holders to stand my book up with. I even ordered a large poster of my cover and had bookmarks created for it. The table was a bit smaller than I was hoping, but I made do. My husband kept me calm and we set up, deciding to only use one of the crates. We strung the lights simply over the top of the crate, behind the books and over to the books that were standing up.


I greeted nearly everybody personally that walked in. Anybody who looked over at me, I smiled at and most of them were asked if they wanted to hear about my book. Most agreed, and everybody that did seemed interested. Not everybody bought, of course. A few picked up the book eagerly only to put it down and wander off, and a few that were hesitant about taking a copy from me took that copy home with them in the end. What surprised me most was the gentleman who asked if my book was already a movie, and swore up and down that it needed to be made into one, based entirely on how evocative my cover was. 
I was so proud...
Unsurprisingly, I discovered that when I was standing up, a lot more adults were willing to come over and talk than when I was sitting down, while anyone younger than 18 seemed to find me less threatening more approachable when I was sitting down. About half seemed surprised to find out that I was actually the author, and that I was willing to sign their books while I was there.

The crew said that it was quieter than a regular Sunday. Despite that, they said that I seemed to get a lot of traffic at my table simply because I engaged with people, whether about my novel or not, and that I had a much nicer set up than some of the authors they'd had in. They took a few extra books at the end, making that the second store in the city of Calgary that carries my book physically (the other is Owl's Nest Bookstore) and I am super excited about it!

What do you think of my table? Did you like my set-up? 

Friday, June 7, 2019

Rituals and Celebrations of the Sian Ku


Okay, before we start today's post, I want to remind all of you that I'll be at the Sunridge Chapters in Calgary, Alberta for a signing on Sunday, June 9th, from noon to 3pm. Come in, pick up a signed copy of the book, or let me know what you enjoyed most about the book! I'd love to see all of you out there! With that out of the way, today is our final post on the religion of the Sian Ku. We'll discuss symbols and then move on to their calendar, holy days and rituals. 

The symbol which the people consider the holiest is a three-tongued flame surrounded by ten interlocking animals; the dragon, the rat, the turtle, the koi, the crane, the fox, the kirin(an Asian mythological creature, usually compared to the western unicorn, with the body of a deer, the cloven hooves of a goat, the scales of a dragon and the whiskers of a fish. Its horns are usually deerlike as well, and while they are sometimes drawn with a single horn they are just as often drawn with two or more. This artist is amazing and their picture is exactly what the ones in my world look like, though in Japan they look a lot more dragonish), the Phoenix, the tiger, and the fairy pitta (a type of bird known as the eight-coloured bird Japan. Beautiful, ne?).  Lesser symbols are a knife blade (usually made of obsidian) and the symbol of a waxing crescent moon.

Koi Image by Анна Куликова from Pixabay 
Sian Ku’s calendar is set according to the lunar cycle, though Himiko and the other Sian Ku in Hidan only use it for rituals, having converted to the one the Drevens use, a mythic cycle created using the heroes of each age as a guideline. There are nine holy days in a calendar year that are celebrated by everyone and three ritual days that are personal to the family. Five of those celebrated by all focus on past revelations and stories of the deities associated with them. The remaining four commemorate astronomical events that happen yearly, and the birthdays of the current rulers of Sian Ku. The last three are done to celebrate all the members of the family in the past year; those who are alive, those who are dead and a personal birthday.

Holy days are often celebrated by raucous parades and half somber praying followed by games of chance being played in the streets (cards, of course, but also dice, and games you might see played at fair or festival in Japan, like throwing hoops at bottles or catching goldfish with paper hoops), food and ostentatious gift-giving. The more extravagant a gift, the more it is supposed to be appreciated. To clarify, the gift doesn't have to be expensive by any means. However, it should be large, many or impressive. 

One memorable gift that is still spoken of in shocked whispers was the gift of eight hundred of the most beautiful women in the country wearing nothing but jewels and smiles, given to a recent Empress by her (supposedly blessed) female consort.

While holy celebrations are raucous events that show little solemnity except by the clergy or when anyone else is giving the kami or rulers their justly due respect, the rituals of family include fasting, meditation and sometimes the preparation of objects to be laid out in ritual (usually for the ancestors). Aside from music, played by a member of the family, rituals are silent, usually taking place in the home.

The highest forms of art are writing, papermaking, and more rarely, wood carving and all noble-born in Sian Ku learn at least one of these arts. For Himiko and Kuzunoha, while a high emphasis was placed on writing, neither particularly enjoyed the art. Himiko did take a liking to the Dreven preferences of music and song, a preference her father accepted. All of Kuzunoha’s preferred “arts” were considered unacceptable for one reason or another.

The only thing left to talk about is the afterlife. The Sian Ku believe that when one finally dies, they are judged and spend a period of timelessness atoning for any sins they committed. Once finished, it is believed that you will spend the rest of eternity devoted to your descendants.
There is one out from this future.  A select few return; those re-birthed are outed when at puberty, they become eleden. Such people are considered to have fallen from a place of grace, having abandoned their familiar duty to return to the land of the living. Some continue to watch over their new family for generations, though from afar since they are usually spurned by their families.

One day, I would like to hire an artist to make the holy symbol of the Sian Ku for me… most likely an expense for a future book, maybe book three when we get to see a lot more of the religion as it applies to the characters. What do you find most interesting about the Sian Ku religion? Let me know in the comments below. 

Friday, May 24, 2019

An Update

My finger is doing much better, but I didn't want to push my healing by doing a long blog post, even if I am loving the religion posts I've been sharing with you all. Instead, I'm going to take a step back and talk about the future.

I'm going to keep writing. No big surprises there, but it should still be said. That obvious bit out of the way, I'm hoping that I'll be able to have the sequel to Hunter's Gambit, tentatively titled Lord's Curse, out for near the end of the year. I already have book three written and I'm hoping to have the rough draft for book four finished this November during Nanowrimo. That's really far ahead to be planning, which is why I'm not giving specific dates for anything yet.

I'm still working on my art, though less in a selling fashion and much more in fun fashion. Also, I may be extending some of my creativity into playing around with making jewelry. Mainly because I wanted to create a new necklace for myself, and when the pieces I ordered arrived, I got over thirty instead of the four or five pieces I thought I'd ordered. Weird, but I figure if the first ones work, I'll put them up for ordering. It can be relaxing to work with my hands on something like crafting or painting or cross-stitching to recharge myself for writing.

In much more interesting news, I'm sure you all remember my book signing happening early next month on June 9th. While I am amazingly excited to be having one, I have even more exciting news. This year I'll be at When Words Collide again!

When Words Collide is Calgary's premier author and book festival. In addition to three full days of panels and presentations put on by your favourite authors, there is also a full signing on Saturday night, a merchant gallery for you to purchase books (open throughout the event), meetups, parties, book launches, readings and more! This year I will be one of the presenters and Hunter's Gambit will be available in the merchant gallery. I will also be part of the signing for the first time ever.



The panels I'll be on are Awakening to Social Sensitivity, Writing a character who could never be me, Villains, Antagonists and other Baddies and East and West: How our mindset changes the way we tell stories.

This post is getting long, but I want to tell you how incredibly excited I am about being part of these panels. I actually suggested East and West, which is going to be an in-depth discussion of the differences in plotting and structure that are common in North America and Japan. If you've ever noticed that animes and light novels seem to move at a different pace and with different plot points, e.g., not following the three or five act structure, this is why.

I'll have more on the times I'll be presenting, what rooms I'll be in and bring descriptions of the other three in a later blog since the schedule is in no way finished yet.

Will you be coming to my signing? Or maybe to When Words Collide? Let me know in the comments below.